How It Feels

So this is how it feels...
You love, you get hurt,
You try to love again thinking you'll never hurt no more
But you fall once more & it hurts like it never hurt before...

If love is that magical a feeling
Why does it have to hurt?
If true love is a once in a lifetime experience
Then how may times do you have to fall just to find forever?

Love is crazy,
It makes you do a lot of things you never expect you would.
Love is powerful,
It makes you do things you never thought you could...

I've been crazy enuf to let love's power take a hold of me
Yet i don't know if im crazy enuf to handle its craziness.
Still, i chose to love again
Thinking it's forever this time around
& still i fall a couple times more
& a always, always end up telling myself,
"... so this is how it feels..."

(Dated: 16 Nov '04)