Where it Hurts

So this is where it hurts.
You come and sweep me off my feet, take away the peace I've so long maintained, and leave like you never came.

So this is where it hurts.
I pick the shattered pieces up, get on my feet, try to face everyday as it comes, then you come around again and break what I'm trying to put back together.

So this is where it hurts.
I try to move on and felt like I have and you mess my mind up again, make me feel things I so wanted to forget, and my heart is at a whirlwind once more.

So this is where it hurts.
I move on and you come back into the picture, make me change my mind and change my heart, and you get lost after I thought everything between us is okay.

So this is where it hurts.
I spent years trying to figure things out while you were happy out there, spent years trying to get to where I wanted to be, and you sweep me off my feet again, making me feel like you never left at all.

So this is where it hurts.
You shake the world I so tried to keep stable and you leave me hoping for what was and what should've been.

So this is where it hurts.
I'm still here hoping and you're there, not even aware that once again I'm bleeding.

**Oh they do. Why oh why do they have to???

8 July 2010