Numb

You’re here but I don’t feel you
You seem like a passive thing going down the drain.
You’re near but I don’t see you
How numb of me to cause you all this pain…

You’re mine but am I yours?
How could you be so naive to close your eyes from what you should’ve seen?
I cannot give you all of what’s left of me
Still you give me all of you after all that has been.

How can I shut you out of my world when you’ve given me everything?
How dare I be so insensitive to fight whatever it is I’m feeling?
I’ve been hard as steel
I’ve now forgotten how to love
I’ve forgotten how to feel.

I closed my heart from any possibility of falling again
I know it’s crazy, I know it’s dumb
I wanna learn to love again, I wanna learn to love you
But I’ve been numb, oh so numb…