This Time

In my life I’ve many
passing fancies.

People come and go
without any warning.

They come even when
we don’t want them in our lives.

They go no matter how
we want them to stay.

It’s always hard to
let people go

but nothing beats the
hardness

when you’ve let all
your guards down

but they still decide to leave you anyway.

You always end up
feeling you’re not good enough.

Am I not good enough?

I’ve been hurt but
still I let all my defenses down

hoping I’m right this
time around.

Lord, I don’t wanna lose myself again.

PLEASE LET ME BE RIGHT THIS TIME!