02 April 2009

That One Person

I’ve always loved love. I’ve always loved to love. I always take its risk no matter how complex it gets. I never hesitate to do crazy things when I’m in love — I guess I’m in my craziest state when I’m in love.
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I never was afraid to love. WAS. I don’t know what the heck happened but I AM NOW. I used to be always a risk taker and the face the consequences no matter how grave they can be. Now I wonder, have I just matured and realized that there’s more to relationships than just loving? Or did I just grow tired of falling over and over again?
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A lot of questions remain unanswered to me. The more I search for answers, the more questions come in.
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Do you know if you’ve fallen for the right one? How do you know if you have? How do you know if you’re the right person for him too? Does it necessarily follow that if he’s the right one for you then you’re the right one for him also?
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It gets crazier by the minute. I don’t think I’m still that crazy to still go for it. I guess I’m gonna be afraid for a time from now. Afraid for things to get more complicated. Afraid to fall and fail the nth time around. Afraid I’d give whatever’s left of me. .
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Does it make sense, really? I’ve never been afraid to love but this time around I know I need to safely guard my heart and save it for that one person. THAT ONE PERSON… Someone who will still be there even if all else fails. That one person… Just that one person then I’ll be just fine.
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